Monday, August 9, 2010

Crying, really this sucks

As a man it is very hard to admit to breaking down and crying. Well, that is what I did. On the phone with my wife, balling my eyes out in the cold database room that's really just a small closet. Yes, this sucks.

A couple months ago, I read Crazy Love. I prayed that God would help me live a life of faith. Today I am going to put that into practice.

God, I faith in you that whatever happens you will be there. That whatever I say that it will be truth and that you will be there. Lord, if I am rejected that you would be there. Lord, if my words are accept please be there. Lord, as I sit here wondering what to say please be here. As I drive home later you will be there. Lord, as my wife nannies you are there. Lord, let your grace shine upon, let me know your presence as intimately as my own skin, and let me know that you are here and with my always. I love you.

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